Dream Cheating

So I have written about this topic in older blogs but I have to revisit it because it really, really ruins my day. I realize there is no good reason to get pissy about it but really... I hate it.

Usually it is Nick cheating on me. Usually right in front of me. Usually laughing about it.

If that wouldn't ruin your day... well... your heart is black... just sayin'.

While it is usually Nick doing the dream cheating, last night it was me. Now I can't decide what's worse. I actually felt guilty when I woke up this morning. Like I had really done something wrong. I think I prefer anger over guilt. I'd rather be mad at Nick for no good reason than feel guilty all day for... well... no good reason.